Saying Goodbye

Today was the second time in five years that I have had to bury a high school classmate. I went to school with this girl from kindergarten all the way to senior year of high school. She was amazing and even though we were not best friends and did not talk much to each other after graduation, it still was a tragic loss to me. Out of the 84 people that I graduated with just 5 years ago, my classmates and I have had to say good-bye to two of them. For me, that is two too many.

A week and a half ago she was involved in a car accident that left her with minimal brain function and thriving on life support. She gave her family a week to grieve and say good-bye then she took her final breath. Why did the accident occur or how, at this point it doesn't matter. She is gone and we are not.

Last night at the calling hours, the family held a prayer service. I was in utter astonishment when her mother walked up to speak. She spoke so gracefully about her baby girl, one she would never hug or hold again, and I couldn't keep back the tears. I honestly think her courage will always remind me in the times of despair that I can make it through anything.

I have a strong faith and while some of my classmates were praying for her healing in the real world, I was praying for both. For her to heal here physically on earth, but if it was her time that she would heal and go gracefully to the heaven's. I don't know why it was her time, but I do know she lived her life with purpose and fulfilled what God put her on the earth to do.

The past few days really has had me thinking that everything can be okay in one second and a complete 180 can happen the next.

Take time to tell ones you love, that you love them. Tell ones you don't see often that you are thinking of them, hold the ones close that you can, and be prepared for anything. Live your life with purpose and know that any decision made is one you wanted or needed.

God tells us in Jeremiah 29:11- "For I know the plans I have for you"

Holy Smokes!!!

It has been five months since I have written anything, five months!!!! It makes me sad that I haven't been able to sit down and just type away, which is something that I sincerely enjoy. Life has been extremely hectic for me, but 2011 has been an amazing year thus far. I currently am in my 2nd quarter of my OTA program and am starting to look at Master's programs so I can start applying in the summer. I also work in a daycare right by my house and it is so much fun. Besides class, I get to play with babies all day.
In a few weeks, I will be making my trip to Vero and I cannot wait to get away from this cold weather, although today was gorgeous and 57 degrees. A lot has gone on while being away from the blog, my brother is engaged, my dad took a new job, my sister is off at college, and my baby sister is a senior and got accepted to her #1 school as well. I have been able to watch movies, thank to Netflix, be more crafty thanks to a class I am taking and breathe every now in then. :)